3rd day blues

I receive comments about how brave I am and how easy I make things seem. But let me tell you, often I am só scared that I truly think I must be mad (hence the name of my blog). However, that does not deter me. Let me share something about myself.

I believe in carpe diem, truly, and in being completely present in every moment. Life has so much to offer, one only has to open one’s eyes and be present. This can sometimes create experiences that impact deeply, that touch your very soul and reveal things about yourself that are unsettling. Those moments are discomforting,  but necessary. Self-knowledge is vital for meaningful existence and life experiences aid that process. I was having one of those akward days on my third day, the one it had rained and I had not done much.  And then a dear friend sent me this video, which made me cry.  It also made me realise that I have mány such moments in life, that in essence it is those moments that propel me forward, that encourage me to reach for more. And that make life worth living, just the way I do, shit-scared and all…


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friends and family, and for being supportive and encouraging.